Thoughts After Returning to Japan from Santa Fe

Since my English isn’t very good, I know well enough that there’s no need to force myself to join a retreat held in the U.S.

However, by actually going there and participating, there might be some kind of change between who I was before and who I become after.

Until now, I think I’ve been dwelling on the past with regret, looking at the future with pessimism, and not really focusing.